It has almost been a month since I last updated my blog. Many things happen lately and I am stealing some time of my busy schedule just to update my blog or should I say to express my feelings??I myself have doubts on this. I am torturing my body severely and I feel bad to it. I would like to thank it for helping me to cope with my hectic schedule. English Week is next week and all of us TESLIANS are running around making final preparations and this results in us having only blinks in our sleep. Not only that, we have homeworks, ISL and presentations to be over with. To tell the truth, I realised that I have been having flu most of the time for the past few weeks. This shows how much I have overlimit the use of my body. People can say anything they like when you say that you are tired. They just cant understand and they think you are exaggerating. I pity my 3 lecturers, i.e. Ms Izzati, Ms Amrien and Ms Salma...they sacrificed their hours just to help us. I am sorry ya miss for causing any troubles...especially regarding the funds....I hope we will have enough fund to cover up all the expenses. All this hectic lifestyle made me a terrible person inside. My faith broke apart and just this morning itself I got pretty annoyed. Annoyed at some nonsense someone said. Some silly and sharp remarks that make you stop and think. Critical thinking. It just destroys my confidence the very crucial moment I need it. I cant concentrate in church..My faith shattered to pieces. What is there more to say than to just brace it...
I got so homesick that I called my mom so many times..I just kept on holding back my tears when I was talking to my mom..All I can say is I cant wait for all this to end...or should I not???
