Should I GIVE UP???

Lately, I have been really busy. Right now, I am in the midst of doing my homework, but I am taking some time off to blog just to release the accumulation of burden in me. I cant take it anymore. There hasn't even been a period of rest in my life since the start of the new semester. To be frank, I do feel envious of my peers from other classes who are so free. I just couldn't imagine how my life would be when the assignments start pouring in. IN this kind of situation, I am already like this, what more about later???This worries me alot. I am lost. Seriously need to find my path. I don't blame the workload but sometimes I do...what am I talking about??urghhh....
I feel like being in a Chinese stream school. Now, I know how my siblings feel all along. The continuous stream of work can make you go crazy. Some people say that I am suffering because I am accumulating my work. Actually, I am not. I am not in the mood to be angry though. The explanation is that, We, the PPISMP TESL 3 SEM 2 students are being bombarded with homework everyday. It is not 1 or 2, sometimes it reaches 3 per day. With a hectic time table plus aerobics and cross country, time management really goes all out. I cant wait for all this to end. 
To add salt to injury is it seems that NO ONE is allowed to go out on FRIDAY(21.1.2011) due to the Hostel Open Day.WTH!


ps:to yoong how fatt, i am really sorry. i promise to give you the drama by next week at least. 
ps:to andria, i promise to mail you the songs by next week. forgive me~

A Passage of Relief

Today has been incredibly busy for me. Not only today, but this week. This made me so stressful. The list of works:
1) Eng Studies-Trifles, ISL
2)Social Studies-presentation, Gender and Violence-Support Group, Laws, Issues, ISL
3)Maths-Routine and Non-Routine methods, examples of them
4)Lang Dev-Tasks, ISL
5)Lang Support-Essay
6)PJ-4 Pergerakan Asas
7)Lang Description-ISL-Phrasal Verbs and SVA
8)Tutorial-Journal
Out of that 8, I managed to get 5 done-Eng Studies, LDV,LDS,Tutorial,LS...the rest have to wait for tomorrow
Initially, we (my girl classmates) planned to rehearse our aerobics steps today. However, at the last minute it was cancelled. If I knew this would be it, I wouldn't have rushed through everything...Felt so tensed up...Luckily i have great friends like Florina,William Hoi, Ryan, Dinesh, Schiarielynn, Sow Ann, Yen, Shalu, Renuka, Pravina, Yim Jie Jie, Asaad to be my pillar of strength...without them, I am so shattered like glasses...haih...this is life huh....
Anyway, to my peeps, babes and hunks, in whatever you do, have faith ya! To complete it, make sure you have great friends like I do!!!

FASCIST!!!!

It has been quite some time since I last updated my blog. Kinda busy lately. With Sem 2 on going, life is like hell. We were reshuffled.Hectic schedule is what makes my day DAILY but this is part and parcel of life. Gotta live with it. Bear with it. The world is not a paradise. With emotional swings, one is hard to predict. The beginning of the semester was bad. On the 1st day of class itself, I fell sick. Started vomiting and headache and fever...When I thought things are going for the better, challenge comes knocking on my door. The second week was no much different either. Friends are the only comfort I have besides my family. I have no bad feelings or whatsoever. I took it in my stride. I admit today ( Thursday, 13.1.2011) is my bad day.  Firstly, I didnt get to finish my LDV homework. Feel ashamed of myself. What happen to you, CHEW SOOK RUI???damn!!!This is so not me...Luckily, I wasnt the only one out. Many others didnt get to finish it too...Thank the lucky stars???Nahhh....Clueless....HOWEVER, the one thing that is really making me boil is that during the meeting tonight. A FASCIST is what you are. First, it is not a joke to talk about a person's race. Just because I am an illiterate in Chinese doesnt mean that you can call me as you wish like it. It is funny to you but not to me. You have touched on my sensitivity and it doesnt need brains to tell you that. It is what many call COMMON SENSE!!You are old enough to be able to think wisely dude!!You dont need a 19 year old person to tell you that it is WRONG to say that. Yeah right...you might say that I am childish...Getting all upset over such small matters. Say what you like and I dont give a damn. Learn to talk the proper way. Learn COMMUNICATION SKILLS. Develop that oral skill of yours dude!!You are lucky that you are my senior and that is the MAIN reason I am not arguing with you. Set your LIMITS...Besides, by having 13 votes is OKAY to me. What you mentioned just now really hurts!!!!Forgot what you said???Dont worry..I have it all written here: "Dont worry! 13 votes is still alot. Many people are still voting you"...that was so SARCASTIC!!!You are talking as though I am a POWER CRAZY person....Being sarcastic is fine, but please do know the place!!!Come on!!You are like  4 or 5 years elder than me... BE MATURED!!shit!!!I am so hating you now. Last sem, you did talked to me about the length of my skirt. oh ya...the length of the skirt was on the knee...that you call SHORT???what about those who are wearing skirts whose length is ABOVE the knee???keep quiet huh...BIASED!!!!just so you know, you are damn pretty LUCKY because you are my SENIOR and I am giving you all the RESPECT..if you are one of those in my batch, you are so damn dead... Dont mess around with me...Dont think that I am petite and I can easily be your punching bag??You are so wrong MISTER!!!I feel so bad BECAUSE  I have to PUT up to your character!!!How I wish you graduate now!!urghhh!!!!