CNY 2012

It has been sometime since I last updated my blog. So, today I will be writing on my CNY celebrations. As the norm had always been, I made a trip back to Muar, Johor to firstly, pay respect to my departed grandma and also to meet up with my relatives...Even though grandma just left us a year ago, the emptiness is much felt by all...tear drops flowing from everyone's eyes at the crematorium is unbearable...I myself cried...one can't control such sadness...By the way, I had so much fun this year around...kept on eating until i am rounded now...really huat huat lor...eat till drop...not shop till drop...hehe...anyway, as for the family dinner, we went to Jade Blossom Restaurant in Krystal Point, Penang..the food served are delicious and the service is excellent! it is a must go!! Me and my sister also baked several cookies for CNY...

As usual, I will leave you guys with pictures and more pictures...pictures paint a thousand words...=)

this is the restaurant...day view...

night view~

the yee sang~ it is salmon yee sang!(:

And our family pic!![some are not able to make it though!!=( ]

at the temple in Muar...we are one big happy family (:

Uncivilized!!!

Hello readers! Welcome again to my blog! I am writing today to express my anger and dissappointment on this particular lecturer of mine. I hate him! He sarcastically make remarks that hurt others' feelings!! Just because I didn't wear my name tag which we have yet to get since we are fresh degree students, he called me a book seller...well, I just bear with it...then again, he said that I have the troubled look on my face!!You yourself are even worse than me!!!The one that I can't tolerate is the part where he criticised my name. It is your problem that you can't pronounce my name...other lecturers can do it so well but you!And even if you can't pronounce someone's name, do not criticise their name!!!Hello, a person's name is the 2nd gift parents give to their children!!you can't just go about talking bad about others' name!!Hello, who do you think you are??Tall and langly is what you are...so much for you royalty blood!!!pftttt!!!royalties don't act the way you do!! I have friends and teachers who were also of royalty blood but they are better off than you...come on!!! to me, you are a DISGRACE to the royal institution!!You should be dropped the rank that you are holding on to..You do not feel the pinch of remarks you made to your students!!that's why you are all stupid, noob, idiotic and everything disgraceful~I hope one day, something bad will befall you and you will finally learn your lesson...I am not cursing you for your bad luck, but for your sake...I curse you for your own benefit!!Reflect on yourself before you hit the deathbed...repent of all your sins in this world and you will be forgiven by God..

BTW, your name, no matter how nice it sounds or how wonderful it looks on papers, you are NOT WORTHY of such a name~You are a disgrace to your own descendants...You are a disgrace to the royalty...You are a disgrace of yourself....take that you vile and miscreant being!

Dissapointment

I am disappointed with some of my friends..They treat us (my close buddies and I) as rubbish...it is as though we are not worthy....I don't actually know what to say...I am so disappointed until the extent that I am lost for words. Since I begin my new life in Batu Rakit, I have been hurt countless times..It is on a rating of out of 10 chances, I have been mutilated 9 times...I hate this place and I wish I can opt for a transfer...nearer to my home where the people are nicer, better and more understanding...
Plus, they are always asking us to do so many things for them...what the hell man...why does everyone think IPG students are super freaking free??we have many homework and assignments to be done!!!can't they just get that simple words?it is frustrating!!

Spry

Spry. Full of life. That is the meaning of the word "spry". This is the new word I learnt for the day. Anyway, this post will be a very short piece. I am writing to exclaim that I have created key chains with me and my siblings name encrypted on it. It is fun!The pic::

Our names ingrained=)

petrified?

Hello readers!How are you guys?It is the weekends and it is time to relax!Anyway, I have a very crucial question to ask you guys::What is the feeling of love?

Lately, I met my ex. No doubt, he is more handsome now than he was last time. I felt so happy and sad at the same time. This year marks 2 years of our separation. I still love him though. He is my 1st and true love. But now, he acts differently. He is more reserved and shy. Is it because he is shy to see me? hmmm....He has a girlfriend now and I really hope she will take good care of my ex. He is so thin now and please do feed him with more food ya..He is fragile so please tend to him with much love and concern ya...If he has a problem and refuses to share it with you, please do not force him to tell you kay...You will make him upset...Also, please try to persuade him from doing unnecessary actions ya...You are his girlfriend now and I depend on you to take care of him. Others might think that I am a jerk for wanting to still care about my ex when he himself already has a girlfriend. But, I am not that jerk others think. I still care for him as a friend and we will also be friends. 

2.0.1.2.~A Year of Possibilities and Impossibilities




Happy New Year!!Yeah, it's kinda late but still not too late aite?Anyway, since it is a new year, so this blog should also be updated. Well, many things have come and go in 2011. Heartaches too come and go. With this new year, I am no more a Foundation student. Now, I am a degree student - more responsibilities and heavy topics. The thing I fear the most in this degree course is the BIG(Bina Insan Guru) cause I can't swim. I am hydrophobia - afraid of water. This is so thanks to my near death experience in the swimming pool when I was seven. I hope the life jackets will help me stay ALIVE and afloat...keep my fingers crossed!!

Degree life also means more allowance which equates to more expenses...don't get me wrong!The expenses are for books, BIG and maybe some for PBS or School Based Experience. Money management is also kinda crucial. Allowance will be debited only once in a semester...so you guys can imagine what will happen when there is no more money in your accounts!freakyyy~~~

Not only that, Chinese New Year is just around the corner and still, my campus - IPG Dato' Razali Ismail is the only teaching university that DOESN"T even know when the CNY holidays is. This is really inconvenient for us who are not locals. Tickets are sold and yet the admin doesn't even care about it. I don't understand why only my campus is facing this problem. Other teaching universities had already informed their students on the duration of the holidays. Due to this, I sometimes wonder my poor luck to be offered a place here in Kuala Terengganu...Being far from home is okay with me but I can't tolerate such lackadaisical attitude of the admin. Excuses such as not getting the takwim or schooling calendar is so not convincing. If other IPGs in the East Coast has already got hold of the takwim, why not my campus? It is disturbing. There is a limit to such instances and I too have my patience limit. I really hope there are still tickets for me to go home. If only I can switch campus. For now, I really do envy my peers who are from Terengganu and Kelantan. Tickets home to their hometown is not a big issue. They are lucky to be able to study in a place near their hometown and do not have to worry about tickets home. Honestly and truthfully, the only thing I like about this place is my great and wonderful friends and lecturers. Fullstop. This is the only place I can pour out my feelings. I hope things will get for the better in years to come. I believe it will happen and I pray all the best for it. 

**my last wish is for my classmate, Wan Muhammad Aizat to be able to sit for the re-sit paper this month. It is boring without a cheerful classmate in the class. GBU**