Struggling....

Hello readers! How are you people? Hope all of you are healthy!!I am just fine over here~=)
Anyway, I faced many emotional conflicts lately. First of all, it is regarding Ms X. I don't know what to do anymore...Ms X is always lashing out at me and Leena..It is kinda harsh on us to be victims..Actually, for the past 2 weeks, Ms X suddenly started to avoid me and Leena..it as just so sudden...She has this weird attitude that she throws in front of me and Leena BUT Ms X is always nice to others..It really hurts us to see her having  treatment segregation among her friends. Me and Leena always wonder what we had done wrong to the extent that we had hurt Ms X's feelings..As far as we can remember and recall, there has NEVER been any such instances. So, what could the root cause be? To tell the truth, me and Leena are SICK of having to always accomodate to Ms X's attitude..If she hates us so much, why don't just tell us?Let us know what we had done to hurt you..It will be better that way..Is it a fun thing to watch your friends struggle and suffer like this? We have feelings too, you know..We are not puppets that you can use to toy around. If you were to say that we left you out of the group, you are so totally wrong. In whatever we do, we will ALWAYS ask you to join us but you were the one who always REJECTS the offer..We always wait for you after assembly and after class but you always walk off without us..What is your problem??Seriously, we want to know!!You and us have been talking lesser and lesser...Why do you always enjoy doing this? I don't intend to be such a jackass, but , sometimes I wish that you will one day undergo what me and Leena is undergoing..then, maybe that way, you WILL learn to understand the consequences of your actions..you will finally know what it feels like to be treated in such a way..Sometimes, in order to be kind, we have to be harsh..and if your attitude continues like this, I have nothing more to say..me and Leena are always trying our best to approach you but not you...when others say that me and Leena should give you space, we felt that we have given you too much space..If we don't talk to you, you won't talk to us..This makes the situation worse...So, please tell us what is wrong...who knows, we might be of great help...Please, we BEG you...=(



With all the sadness poured out, I just wanna "show off" to you guys the second name keychain I made for my siblings and I...it ain't really beautiful, but still, I want to show it off~~

the name keychains...=)

Talking Less

Good afternoon readers. I just came back from church and here I am, blogging. I need to pour out this feeling in me..Today, for the first Friday, me and him talked very very less..It is uncommon of us to not talk frequently in church.. and because of this, I feel kinda sad...feel incomplete...because I am too used to talking so much to him on every Fridays...Am I acting wisely?haish...if only someone would sincerely help me here...

Terrific Thursday!! :DD

Aloha readers!!I am feeling extremely happy today!!I got gifts today!!Muggie gifts!!!One is from my uncle aka Pachi aka Efan Fazril and another from Chai aka Faizul from TESL 4...hehehe....was surprised to receive from them tough!!!Anyhow, I forgot to order one for "him"..his birthday is coming but it didn't cross my mind to buy one for him....what to do...it is already over~
Besides that, I also went for a health screening...Expected blood test and pressure check but I didn't get any...Not eligible...Too young for it!It's ok!!My BMI is 18.3 which means I am underweight!!fine!!!I thought I was fat...so, this means I can indulge??hehe...And now, I retract my words of  "I am so fat" from my dictionary!!!
This is the link to calculate your BMI: http://malaysia.kurnia.com/Lifestyle/HealthBMICalculator/Default.aspx

These are the mugs...or muggie

This is from Pachi...the words are long so I took a few snapshots...

And this is the continuation of the message written on the mug from Pachi

And this is from Chai

Thanks buddies!!!<3<3 ya...saranghae!!

Tiring Tuesday!!

Good afternoon!!The sun is scorching hot today!hehe...anyway, I am grateful to the sun for helping make today a cheerful day!!My class had our photo shoot today..it was fun...we did many poses...felt like in PPISMP Sem 1 again...hehe...The blazer I wore was kinda big..felt like swimming in it...hehe...and it was heavy too...I wonder what kind of material they used to produce the blazer..before that, out of the many classes I had today, I only studied Child Development..Mr Marzuki can't make it to class for Philosophy in Education...and so do Ustaz Asyraf for TITAS..BUT...later at 2-4pm, we will have TITAS replacement class(to replace last week's class..this means we still have another 2 hours to replace...sigh...).While waiting for the photo shoot session, I went to the library to pass time..I chanced upon a novel entitled "Mother's Cry"..it is a heart wrenching and heart warming story about a Chinese mother whose children embraced Islam..it is a true story..I have yet to finish reading it..thought of borrowing it but the library computer system was down...what a dissapointment...then, suddenly, Aiman came into the library...he just made a treacherous journey to the library from TELTTrAC...hehe...he just sat for about 15 mins to take in the wonders of the air-cond when me,Leena and Florina(we were in the library together) decided to make a move...hehe...Aiman was like shocked...haha...so we let him rest for a little more before we make a move to the photo shoot session...haha...after getting our faces captured in memories, me and Leena put our brains together and came out with a tagline for our class which is "In Awesone-ness We Shine!"..hehe...is it nice?hehe...on the spot thinking is kinda hard...this is only the best we can give...ehe...having done that, me and Leena went to the TELTTrAC cafe to get food...I bought banana fritters(pisang goreng) and a cup of iced tea..the tea gave me many problems...hehe...firstly, I can't insert the straw...secondly, when I was drinking halfway, the straw came out...lols...kinda humiliating...>.< ...then, as we were walking towards our hostel, we met Alimi,Aiman,Amani,Amir(all the A's) and Dean..Dean asked me what is it that I bought and I told him it was banana fritters...He was shocked because when he went to the cafe in the morning, there weren't any...He told me that it was his favourite...In fact, I already knew the fact because if I am not mistaken, he has posted it either in facebook or twitter..hehe...so, I offered him one...haha...he is so cute...eating it up like a baby...haha...wonderful classmates~hehe...

Dean, your banana fritters...hehe...=)

oh ya!!before I forget, in Child Development class, we sang nursery rhymes!!hehe...felt like a little child again...me and Leena sang "My Bonnie Lies Over the Ocean"...hehe...also, I google-ed Penang nursery rhymes for children and I found "Lagu Tiga Kupang"..hehe...below is the video::

Lagu Tiga Kupang

My Boonie Lies Over the Ocean

Feeling DOWN,DOWn,DOwn,Down,down....

Hello readers!I feel so down today..My group members refuse to help me in organising the food for our picnic this coming Saturday. Only some paid real attention on the planning. The rest are just idling here and there. I am disappointed. They don't give ideas and all they know is to reject our ideas. This is not effective at all..In the end, the ones who are not from the food committee were the ones offering more help than the ones who are supposed to be responsible. Even when I asked who would like to go over to Pok Peng's stall to ask for orders, many decided to be deaf. They boys have meeting with Miss Amrien so they are excused. Some of the girls need to settle some stuff..the rest who are free just pretended that they didn't hear it and they even dare to ask who should be the one to walk under the scorching sun to Pok Peng's stall..I am ready to go but no one wants to accompany me..all sorts of excuses were given. In the end, only 1 girl agreed to go with me..Thank God, Dean came over and told that he will try to help us to ask from a stall near our picnic spot..It is during these moments that we can identify the real attitude of others. And it is also during these times that we can distinguish real friends from friends. A real friend/true friend will help you in whatever way possible and I haven't found one in my team..I am really grateful to Dean for offering to help...=')

Missing Penang and Muar!! :'(

Arghh!!I am feeling so bored!!If only there are shopping malls here in Kuala Terengganu...I don't feel like doing my homework...all I want is to just hang out with friends!!Am thinking of enjoying Valentine's Day by hanging out in town but there is nowhere to go in KT...all we have here in KT is Dataran Warisan, Dataran Shahbandar, Chinatown, and the many beaches!!boring!!need something hype...there aren't even cinemas here so it is kinda dull...haish....
Since I can only dream of going to these places, I have decided to get picture of them...(pathetic isn't it)...

1st Avenue in Penang Island...haven't been there and wanting to be there ....

Jusco Bukit Mertajam...where prices of T-shirts, pants and formal attire are CHEAP and CLASSY~

Gurney Plaza in Gurney Drive, Penang Island...has been a long time since I last went there...

Queensbay Mall in Bayan Lepas, Penang Island...

Sunway Carnival Mall in Seberang Perai..when it is the festive season, come here to see the decorations...one word for it::BEAUTIFUL

This is Wetex Parade in Muar...great place for hanging out with peers when in Muar...=)

haishhh...I am going to continue daydreaming about these places...adios~

Promises Kept =)

Hello...Good afternoon...I am posting this to say that I like it when people keep to their promise. "He" hold on to his word. Good...Please stop buying things for me because I feel bad...Lately, everybody has been asking me about our relationship status..They find it weird that we use lovey dovey words but officially not a couple..But I choose to ignore that..We are still friends and all those words we use are what we are used to...anyway, I thank you for today because you still remain the same despite what others have said.
And, today, I got new coins!hehe...they feel different, look different and sound different when dropped...hehe...yipee...kept it in my piggy bank and me ain't touching them!hehe...=)

Boring + Fun Tuesday~

Good morning!!!Classes today is kinda boring and fun at the same time...Child Development was fun but Philosophy of Education was boring...why boring? Because I can't understand the presentation by my friends. It was wordy and the presenters weren't ready...The one presented by Fikri was too fast and I couldn't catch up...The one by Nurul was okay and the one by Aisyah was kinda okay tooo...and one thing I don't like about Fikri's way of presenting is that he likes to read from the slides and he doesn't explain them...Also, when he has a point to say, he just sit down and tell the whole class...to me, that is kinda rude...don't you think so? Having had a boring class of Philo, me and my friends went to have our brunch at the TELTTRAC cafe..it is clean and the food is cheap! Mine was only RM 1.30(rice and boiled egg), Dean's was only RM 2.50 (rice and chicken) and Florina's was only RM2.50(rice, chicken, fried egg and vege)...this is better as compared to the old cafe...and..the old cafe is seeing a drop in business...it is quiet nowadays...and...the food is alot...now they feel the pinch of not having customers!And there is no TITAS class, so me, Sharleena and Florina sat down gossiping about our church members...we talked about how yuckish and eewish one of the church member is...and then v commented on another church member...we weere having a whale of a time talking about them...then...Pachi aka my uncle interrupted us with the schedule for our class activity...Next Saturday, my class is going to have a Family Day at the Teluk Ketapang beach...it is near the airport...a beautiful beach it is...I am in charge of food so right now, I am thinking of suitable food to be dished out for our picnic...As for now, all I have in mind is nasi lemak, sandwich and fruits(apple) and cordial juice for drinks..any opinion?
Anyway, I cant be writing so long as I have Philo powerpoint to finish up...Mr Marzuki, my Philo lecturer is very choosy and particular, so I better refine my powerpoint...Okay peeps. I am going to sign off for now...Adios!!Till we meet again!=)

free breakfast!!!!

Hello readers!!Today, during Child Development class, my lecturer treated my class to a breakfast feast of carrot, apple, pau and currypuff..hehe...She did promised to bring food for us but we didn't expect it to be this many!!hehe...nway, Pn Maimunah Ropah, we really enjoyed it!!Thanks alot!!=)

unfortunately, I have already eaten the currypuff and pau!!I was too hungry~hehehe...=)

Feb 4, 2012

Good morning peeps!! CNY is going to end tomorrow...and...before it does, I had a CNY celebration here in Kuala Terengganu with church members~First off, we performed a fan dance for the congregation...then we head off to Pastor Stephen Chan's house to prepare for his CNY Open House...we also performed the fan dance there...as we were very tired, we decided to stay back at his house...the next day, pastor brought us to many places in KT - Pasar Payang, Chinatown, Batu Burok and Kuala Ibai beach...we had tremendous fun together!!this is my 1st CNY celebration here in KT and i do like it alot!I hope next year and the years to come will be filled with such joy!

Fan Dance team with Gabriel and Aunty Pat

haishhh....Gabby!!

while waiting for the open house to begin~

keen drinkers~

Churning Sensitive Stomach

Good morning!!I kinda hate today because I don't feel too well...am having stomach ache...I am not too sure though on what had caused this...I had diarrhea...food poisoning is usually the main culprit but I think it is not the case in my situation...I just ate biscuits yesterday...the biscuits are newly bought and not expired...haish...I just can't stand this feeling of pain!! I can't even concentrate in class!!I was squirming and edging here and there during lessons~=.=.....I just hope that this discomfort will go away in a jiffy!!

BTW, tomorrow, I am going to meet my ex...I don't know why I still have feelings for him...It is stupid right...Can someone please punch in tonnes and tonnes of senses into me??please peeps!!!please punch,slap,kick or even hit me!!

Be My Valentine =D

Hello readers!Today is the 1st of February...it is the second month of the year!And February is a month of love...Valentine's Day is just 2 weeks away..everybody has been abuzz on this topic... Facebook is splashed with packages on Valentine's Day gifts!Being single, I can only be happy for my friends who are committed in their relationships...Well, since I don't have the reason to celebrate this wonderful and joyous occasion, I decided to look around for gifts that I might present to my beloved.(if I have one...)...I love watches, so these are the watches that I would buy as gifts::

Guess couple watch...fascinated by the design on the right...=)

Swatch watch...the strap is transparent...nice huh...also available in pink!

As for rings, there are unlimited choices available...and...I am attracted to this::

I like the blue line...its like a ribbon...

In the case of necklaces, this is my choice::

Square for Boy and Heart for Girl

Couple shirt is a norm but I don't intend to make it as a gift nor to be worn together...this design in versatile as it can be a couple shirt and also a normal everyday tee at the same time!

Simple in design and wonderful burst of purple!!

There are many more items to be given as gifts but we shall take it one at a time...=)

So, to all couples out there, remember this::

HARMONY IS PURE LOVE, FOR LOVE IS A CONCERTO